What now?

Here in Brazil, it's rice and beans e'ry day

I don't know what to do with myself.

Seminary is over.
One more exam and the semester is over.
Christmas is coming.
I'm almost 7 months pregnant.

I'm at home with internet and power coming on and off. No water to wash the laundry I've been wanting to tackle.
So little to do, but also so much to do. I could organize and clean and I could cook something for lunch...
When I was busy I had a mental list of all the things I needed to do when I wasn't busy anymore.

Somehow that list doesn't matter anymore. I kinda just want to paint and be creative. But I feel like somehow I forgot how. I haven't been practicing photography for a long while. That is something I used to adore.
I also want to create some kind of space for our little girl who will be entering our lives soon enough. That wasn't really important to me before. I knew it wasn't really an option financially so I let it go. Maybe I will paint her something. I don't have any paint. I could make some kind of collage just for her. Any ideas? I'm lost. In a few minutes I'll find myself drowning in pintrest pins until I find something that fits her. Somehow I feel like I know her. I should be able to make something that suits her.

I am blessed because I have been having a pretty easy pregnancy. I don't have many responsibilities at the moment. But I'm also kinda bored. I'm usually so focused and studious. I don't know what to do with this... "free time".

I'm feeling good, just a little too lazy in these hot pregnant summer months.